Tuesday, January 3, 2023

 TODAY I NOTICED an small snippet of an interview by an old lady. I usually scroll through such type of information, but what this oldy lady made sense. She said find something you like doing like a hobby and find a way to economize it. In that way you wont find yourself swimming against the current. There was so much of truth in what she said. Somehow I want to believe its important to find something you like. Why not go with something you don't like in your career. Well, I was in Marketing for a short duration. What I realized is that I feel like an odd one in a group of people who are good at small talk, infact I become so shy that I forget what I am supposed to do or say. They all behave so friendly and something about it makes me uncomfortable. I realized I am not for Marketing. The domain needs someone to explain their point of view in front of many people. I rather work in a small group or best not work with people itself. I like working alone. Do your work everyday without any small talks. Which brings me to the my next project, Virtual assistant. I bought this course hoping that I can own my own business someday. My husband gives me a sheepish smile each time we speak about the topic. I like the concept of virtual assistant but I have doubts about my selling skills, whether i will be able to sell myself well. I think it all depends on whether I like doing what I do. I certainly love learning languages especially French. I have been on it for almost two years now. But as a profession, again I really don't know. My family tells me to take up a job and work from there. But i am shit nervous especially because I have had a long break in my career. Really don't know what to do.